I have gotta to keep going

I have to keep going. Started exercising today thanks to Comcast Fit TV on demand. There are so many free workouts on there. Also walked  2 laps around the apartment complex. I can feel it. I have 2 major events in September. My oldest son is turning 18 and my sister-in-law is getting married. She wants me to be in the wedding. I have to lose weight before then for sure. But of all the reasons I need to do it for me. I have to look at myself each day. I have to carry around this oversized body. I have to live with the pains and high blood pressure. I can only  blame myself. I have many friends and family that believe in me. I pray to God each day for strength and determination. So if anyone reads this, keep trying and don't stop. One day we all will see the results. Until next time...