Back to work

Well today I went back to the gym for the first time since my incident on Tuesday. I worked out for over and hour took my time and got in a great workout. I am proud of the progress I have made in my weight loss and am happy to report I am now looking at my last 100 pounds. I can't hardly wait to see what I will look like when I finally get under 200 pounds. I can not even remember when was the last time I was under 200. I know this is the hardest work I have ever done, but in the end it will be well worth it. God bless and until next time...

Sorry So Long

Ok I know I have not posted in a long time but to be honest there has not been alot of changes to report. I am now at 278 pounds it has taken me almost a month to get out of the 280's. I must admit I became very frustrated and just didn't feel like saying anything. I am still working out 6 days a week and I had a scare yesterday at the gym. My blood pressure went way down 100/60 to be exact. I guess that means I do not need high blood pressure meds anymore.
To get thru a plateau I now see how I did it. I just kept to my diet and exercise and even though it seems that it took forever I finally started loosing again. I had a really hard time I will admit. I know I should have blogged about it and I am sorry I didnt. Now though I can see 72 lbs gone and only 120 to go. Thanks and I promise I will blog again soon. God bless and until next time...

Stuck

I am never gonna get out of the 280's. I have been stuck here for forever it feels like. I didn't meet my monthly goals and right now it would be so easy for me to give up. I feel like I failed and now I am stuck at 287. I am going nowhere fast. I am very angry with myself. God knows that I have a fear of failing just like before. I am very down today so if anyone reads this I ask you to send me a pick up. Thanks...

OMG I am paying to kill myself

I realized today when I was working out that I am killing myself over there and I pay them to let me do it. OK so I am not really killing myself but it sure feels like it. I have 87 pounds to lose and when I reach that 200 mark I am going to quit smoking. I pray that God will see me through this weight loss and I will see my goal of 150 by the end of the year. I have also decided that when I reach my goal I am going to throw a big party to celebrate the weight I have lost. I am stronger now and I am seeing results that this is working so I am hopeful. God bless and until next time...